i'm shannon. i'm seventeen. i've been diagnosed with anorexia, and i've been in treatment twice. recently, i relapsed. i want help desperately but i'm too afraid to get it. this blog is for me, i don't want you to follow it if you don't like it. do not ask me for tips, you will not like what i have to say to you.
lw - 99
hw - 117
cw - 101.6
about me.
myself.
ask.
Asked by Anonymous Anonymous
You look great. What are your measurements?
fuck you for thinking i look great.
Asked by Anonymous Anonymous
Are you feeling any better? It kind of scares me how we are the same height and age, not too far apart in weight, and I can see myself slowly inching towards the path you are walking right now...
Well….no, to be honest.
I’m living a partly recovered life but i dont have a partly recovered mindset.
Please seek help, it’ll save you a lot of pain in the long run.
i dont know what’s different about today but i hate myself more than usual and want to die
im disgustingly fat and have gained 5 pounds
i dont want to go on anymore i really dont
im sorry
i don’t know if i can write this without sounding like i need attention or something
but maybe i do want attention.
what’s so wrong about that? everyone wants attention, whether they’ll admit it or not.
i want to die.
more than usual, and nobody seems to care.
is all of this really worth it?
i’m scared, this is an awful feeling and i can’t believe i’m writing this message.
how can someone think like this?
i can’t talk to anyone because they’ll think it’s their fault.
i don’t blame anyone but myself.
i just don’t want to feel anymore.
NIGHTNIGHT by DEDDY
